Homesick

I went to Utah last 2009, spent my 5 weeks on training, and didn't know how homesick feels like or how would you say that you are homesick then. I enjoyed my stay in that place worrying nothing. I even asked some of my friends, pano ba mahomesick, ano ba ang pakiramdam ng homesick? Now I can clearly answer myself well. I feel it now, I can explain what and how the feeling is, how it goes and what's within your heart. It's hard to leave the country now that you have so precious to be left apart :'( 2009, I was single, a lot different now that I have a daughter who's nearly 2. It's not that easy. I can't help myself but cry in times that I missed her.

There's mo internet at home in Tiaong Quezon. We did communicate last Sunday using skype. But on Thursday night was terrible, we were not able to talk and see each other. That was the time that I burst in tears after inay told me that uwi na sila, antok na si JD. Kasi naman, the internet connection was poor.

It was really hard for a mom like me to be separated from her kids. Thankfully this training will only be for three weeks. And I'm looking forward to that final week. My feet and heart want to jump with excitement. :D

Till then,

When It's Negative

This is my first time to be this cold. Oh actually it was 2 or 3 days ago when the temperature was -3 degree celsius, and we were like never wanting to go outside and trying to avoid the wind's direction. :D No snow in Dallas fortunately otherwise, I cannot imagine how we look like if it snowing here.

Weather's getting fine now, just enough for some prowling and touring the city.

Remembering Utah, when I was there, I ate the minimum I could have, I am not much of an eater who want to try every foods. I am satiated with rice and kalderata haha. So after the Utah training I went home with a bigger waistline and a rounder face, the calories accumulate to our body. I don't want to happen this again to me, so I eat in moderation I don't want to get heavier, I don't to go to rapid detox centers, all I want is to maintain my 44kgs figure, naks! ;)

Till then,

The Unexpected News

Just today.... I received a very good but unexpected news. I admit I am really unprepared for it. I did not have a mindset actually that it's true. Hay... but in the contrary,  I was happy for it, I still have 3 days to prepare and go home to kiss and hug Jhaydii. I will tell you more about this when I get there.

This is in preparation for a more challenging role. Need more time and if pressure occurs,  sing, smile or find some cool gotoh tuners, cool right.

Going back to that unexpected news, finally again for the 2nd time. Love it. I'm going to use my US visa once again and my new machine readable passport. See you on Saturday US..

Thank you Lord for these countless blessings we are receiving.

Till then,